An unnamed girl from Oxfordshire admitted to bedding Binky's bloke in last week's episode of MIC.
"It's very raw still and I'm feeling very up and down about it all," says the 23-year-old.
"Alex was messaging me quite a bit after he admitted cheating and it was a difficult situation because I still loved him.
"I thought that he loved me too but when he was texting me I was understandably quite wary.
"I went back to Sussex and surrounded myself with my friends and family, eating roast dinners and going on long walks.
"I wasn't sure what to do but I knew that I needed time away from London and from Alex, just to get my head together.
Defiantly, Binky, 23, adds: "This is just one of life's many lessons. What will be will be."
While Alex and Binky have remained relatively tight-lipped about their current relationship status, he must remain optimistic of a reunion as, last week, he tweeted a picture of them in Paris together.
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